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Actor (The Body Keeps the Score)

by Unwoman

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The songwriting for my upcoming NINTH original album Desire Paths is now complete!

This song is an example, as about half the tracks on the upcoming album are, of a few different song ideas that came to me at different times, working together. I was admonished early in my music career against “sunday/monday/tuesday music” in which it’s obvious that certain sections were written on different days. I’m now fully confident in my production and taste, that I can make disparate things fit, and as you can hear at the very end of this track I really think it works here. During the writing of OMOSaTIAQ I decided to make it easier for myself to actually USE some of the copious song fragment ideas I get every day, by keep little Reason template files labeled by BPM in a special folder, and when a very compelling song idea happens I check for related themes in the file with a similar tempo. ("Borne Ceaselessly" you may have noticed actually has a section in 3/4 with same-length measures rather than same BPM.)

This is a bouncy and catchy number about never presenting my real emotions and thus losing touch with their connection to my body. But the body knows, oh hell, it knows.

Sometime next week, if all goes well, you’ll be getting a link to a draft of the whole album and a request for feedback if you have any. That draft will be available to the public, because I’ve been missing twitter and feeling like my engagement with listeners is kinda sad these days. I’ll also be doing a kickstarter for this, but y’all won’t have to back that in order to get the final album download.

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The body keeps the score
The body keeps the score
Though I’ve been gone a year or more
The body knows the score

If I don’t have to be good
And life is wild precious and mine
Can I take back my time?

Did it didn’t mean something?
Ready for the grand gesture?
You’ll have to act impressed, yeah
Will I let you be
The villain of my memoirs?
Or will I keep it censored?

I’ve been an actor all my life
Ever since I learned how not to cry
Always putting logic at the fore
But now I yearn for my heart even more
[Has it all been a lie?]

And the TV says, the TV tells me to:
“When reality bites too much
Dissociate! Dissociate!
And you don’t wanna bite the dust
Dissociate!”

I’ve been an actor all my life
Ever since I learned how not to cry
Always putting logic at the fore
But now I yearn for my heart even more
And it seems a power to disconnect
But what of those who never get it back?
[The body keeps the score etc]

When the medium no longer matters
Now everyone has every access
If the TV’s dead something still tells me to…

“When reality bites too much” etc

Could I direct myself
At what cost do I reattach those strings?

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released May 25, 2023

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Unwoman San Francisco

Based in the San Francisco Bay Area, Unwoman is a self-produced cellist-singer-songwriter. Layered with skillful cello, rich vocals, and electronically arranged beats, her solo music is a futuristic homage to her classical training. Unwoman has been featured at steampunk, goth, and sci-fi-related events all over North America and has collaborated with many notable acts. ... more

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